Fall Into Place

I wish things could fall into place
Somehow it always comes to me into broken pieces.
It's a kind-of sleepwalk
That never ends.
I can't escape
Or so it seems.
I'm well aware
Shards and pieces dormant in my dreams.
My nightmare
Seems like I'm falling
Nobody to catch me.
Messed up
In this fake crazy world
Thoughts that chase me
Thundering and lightening
Rain dripping on the window pane.
Lonely
I'm breaking down.
Two, Three times I cry
Things that never seem to die.
Half sleep
Trying to wake up.
Shards piercing my soul
Try to understand
Constant wondering
My nightmare
Unforgiven
I'm just driven
Even with these shards
Cutting through my weak veins
I'm kept together.
Even when it doesn't fall into place.