Hope Is What Kept Me

I have to fake like I'm all together. 

Being myself constitutes to you not loving me. 

So much was said.

So much hurtful things. 

How could you ultimately be my friend and say such things.

I'm told it will be okay

But how can it be

Hope is what kept me going

However, I don't think I can anymore

I don't think I can believe in that thing called love anymore.

I can admire anyone in the world

But to be complacent in love

It just doesn't exists anymore