The Moment

I have shut everyone out since I left

Since everything. I close the door on everyone. Maybe except a few people

You, possible

I am not sure because I know of you

We work, we live, we breathe 

Maybe you understand.

Maybe you don't.

That day, that day, that day.

Though means nothing 

Means actually something

Because I opened up to someone

Maybe I was already completely open

Fragile and already broke

But holding on by a mere thread.

I'm a awkward  and everyone seems to leave

Goes away and disappear

Somehow, you actually talk to me

Surprising because you would run too just like everyone else

Through the hurt and pain

You came over

Outside of the normal routine. 

Even through what we went through separately. 

I somehow found something in you to like

Maybe it was already there. 

And when we kissed

And when we kissed

I felt fear, pain, and heartbreak. 

Maybe it eased out individual pain a little. 

However your lips are like a sweet taste of wine. 

Though exaggerated and being embarrassed

For that moment, I didn't have to think much.

Think about the pain that had been caused to me by others.

The heartbreak

The way I'm overlooked by everyone

The outcast

But it was that moment

The moment I enjoyed.