Life, Thoughts Double-Sided

Tuesday, December 24, 2013 Mellyssa A. Diggs 0 Comments

I always have these thoughts running through my head.
When I wake up, thoughts consume my brain.
Is this our human race?
Maybe the end of humanity?
My entire childhood I try to belong in a place.
Of course, family is number one
But as I grew older, not so much anymore.
I want a life I can claim.
I live with no regrets.
That's my motto that I aim.
I can follow a dream.
A dream to live my own life.
I knew what will happen.
But I am not a little girl.
I was always treated like one.
Like I don't know.
Like I can not comprehend the existence of the human race.
I am not ignorant but I live in a society of utter ignorance.
I am still the same human being
The same with emotional feelings.
You can not change nor phase me.
It is a state of mind.
Lost in the truth of my thoughts.
But that is what they are.
The truth flowing through my brain.
The conflict now
Wondering rather I keep them as thoughts or formulate them as words followed by sensible actions.

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Sketches Of A Woman

Saturday, December 07, 2013 Mellyssa A. Diggs 0 Comments

What is a woman?
what is…therefore I am.
What is the relation
And how I live.
What is a sketchbook?
Ideas…
Outlet…
What is a sketchbook without a subject.
These are sketches of a woman.
What is ideas?
Without a relation
Free as a bird.
These memories.
Setting myself free.
What is a sketchbook without a clear realization.
Sometimes a disconnect from reality.
Breathe.
Artist outlet.
Ideas
These are sketches of a woman.

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