Catching

I let my guard down
It was supposed to be one time.
Only as a subtle dare
The infatuation is killing me
So mysterious
When there's no other
You could be my other
If we play it cool
But it is so wrong
No emotions involved
I let you get a taste of my love
What we have is only physical
Atonement can be played 
Scattered fragments past in ones heart.
Fingers controlling the modulation of sound
Infatuation that probes the lust of darkness
I wasn't prepared
I can't let it happen.
So lets keep it between us
Because I have nothing to prove
But everything to loose.

Escape

I wish to escape this so-called place
I don't want to escape life
But the rhythm that is put into mine
Sometimes I can't endure
I want to be set free

Sometimes I scream
Sometimes I shout
There is so much out there I want to see
Sometimes I precariously doubt
Society is so judgmental
Why are people that way?
I assume its sentimental
Leaving ones emotions out in play.

The dryness of my eyes
Sometimes wandering aimlessly
Who knows the tears I cry?
But I just dream of escaping to a some-what paradise.

I'm watching the rain fall
Dripping from the window pane
Daydreaming of what if could be
Escaping the path meant for me.