10 Seconds

You are nothing short than amazing.
The way you made me feel this weekend
Was like walking on the clouds
I wish for it to never end.

I wish life can stand still just so I can stay with you.
It happened so fast
But you mean the world to me too.
I want it to forever last.

Sometimes I try to explain
How it all came too quickly
It is hard to put in words
The way you make me feel.

The entire time, 10 seconds
From the moment I saw your face.
I got butterflies
The entire time.

Your eyes, your smile, your touch
You make me feel safe
You make me laugh
Just a smile or a word.

10 seconds with you
Keeps me smiling all day.
Thinking about the way you hold me
The way you make me feel inside.

I don’t want to feel anymore pain.
I get so scared to express my true feelings.
You are so special to me
You are all I need to feel like I am the only one.

I have been lonely without someone like you in my life.
I have been hurt too many times.
But you came
And made everything feel right.

Promise to me that you’ll never break my heart
That you will keep it safe from all harm.
Tell me what love feels like again
Show me what true happiness really is.
Because even just 10 seconds without you feels like a lifetime.

Shatter-Proof Glass

As I sit in my room
I close my eyes.
As though I am drifting into another world.

I see myself in happiness
I haven't even met you yet.
Wondering if that is you standing right in front of me.

I am dreaming of the day that I'll finally see you.
It is like looking through a shatter-proof glass
because I can see you but unable to even feel your hand.

Yet, I hear your voice
Surrounding my heart.
I know that you'll never part.

I am dreaming of you holding me
As we dance under the moonlit night.
Calling me "beautiful" under its pretty sight.

I finally open my eyes
I find myself stlll alone.
Where everyone else has left me before.

My cell-phone begins to ring.
It is you
Telling me how much you care about me.
Wondering if that shatter-proof glass will ever break
So I can hold your hand for the first time.

Save This Fragile Heart of Mine

I try to keep myself
From crying everynight
My tears flow deep inside
but no one is unable to see them.

I keep myself together
When I am out with the weather.
But when I get home
The only thing I can o is lock myself in my room.

I have lost most of the self-esteem I have.
I guess I am not goo enough.
When will I find happiness?
Please tell me this.

I can like anyone as much as I want.
But who will want me?
Explain to me.
What do I have.

I have been rejected.
...and torn apart.
I have yet have anyone to even put the pieces back together.

All I ask is for someone to save me.
Take me away from hear
I am on the verge of breaking down
Can you save this fragile heart of mine?

Underneath This Smile

Underneath, all you see
Is a soul crying.
Trying to get rid of the pain.
My heart forgot
What happiness feels like
But there is no one to mend this broken heart of mine.

Sitting here
Awake
Misery overwhelming
I am far too tired
to deal with this.

I’ve tried until I can not anymore.
My heart and soul is torn.
No matter whom I can like
He won’t want to be with me.

I sit here
And I cry
I laugh
but it’s a lie
I’ll tell you I’m fine
On the inside
But on the outside
I’m not.

This is how I feel
Underneath this smile

I try to hide it all
The feelings I feel inside
…but I am unable to too
By the mass variety of rejections
From many guys who I though would be the one.
Is he out there?
Or is it the figment of my imaginantion?

Lying in my bed
I am staring at my ceiling
Thinking of all
The good times
I dream of in fantasies.

Can one guy prove to me that he isn’t the same?
I feel as though I am not good enough
My heart is not tough
No matter how I feel
No one will want me for who I am.

I can feel
The tears
Flowing
From my eyes
All I am
Is thinking
Or happiness I never had.

This is how I feel
Underneath this smile.