I Love You Regardless

I love you no matter the skin you are in.
I love you whether the world thinks you sin.
I am here for you always.
I will never depart.

I love you regardless of your mental state.
Everyone I have loved, I loved unconditionally.
With you, it is the mind, body, and spirit.

There is no one else.
You could be a million miles away.
I will always find you anyway.

I love you regardless if we have money or not.
We may even fuss or fight.
You might even sleep on the couch.
I love you regardless of the situation we face.

I have known for a while we were made for each other.
Best friends or lovers.
The feeling is still the same.
We can change the world, just you and me.

I love you regardless.
We do not need to go out every time.
We can even have a picnic every night of the week.
I love us and how we are.

There will be days I am unhappy.
Even say things I do not mean.
I am afraid to be alone.
And I love you this deeply.

So when I say "I love you".
I do not do it to appease you.
I say it because I mean it truly.
No matter our situation in life.

Love and Sacrifice; No Procreation

All I wanted was to fall in love.
To be genuinely in love with a man. 
Someone strong enough to keep me sane.
But vulnerable enough to let me in.

I treat my man like a king.
Or, at least, try to.
This is no meaningless fling.
This is true love I am feeling.

Even though he loves me the same.
There's one thing pushing him away.
He wants to have children.
Even though it is with me, I do not desire it.

I am amongst the statistic of 30%
Women who do not want to procreate.
Procreation is not my life purpose.
Our relationship is now damaged by fate.

Somehow that is not a real reason.
There is no pleasing.
I guess it's all over now.
I suppose love is not strong enough to keep us together.

When I love it is sacred.
It is unconditional, full of sacrifices.
At least he can be happy.
However, I may never be.

I am beginning to lose all hope to love.
However, he is the only one I love.
More than words can express.
It just wasn't strong enough to keep us together.

The worst part is I want no one else.
There is no one else like him
Thus, we are still living together.
I just want it to all be ok again.