Just Go

I trusted you.
That was my first mistake.
I've been lied to
I can't believe you.
I gave my heart to you.
You broke it.
You had your chance.
Just go.
There is nothing inside of me that is connected you.
You left me alone so I have nothing to say to you.
You left me hanging
I stood there like a fool again.
No more.
Don't want to hear it.
You disrespected me.
So you see.
I have no use for you.
You're just out of mind.
I'll never make that mistake again.
I won't let it happen again.
You're out of my life
I don't want to say it twice.
Just go.

My Dream

My passion for you,
it burns so deep,
bright as a thousand suns,
warm as a million stars.
Beyond the horizon,
there I wait for you,
warming the cold land,
lighting the dark skies,
and suddenly I see you,
laying there asleep,
so fair, so beautiful,
so gentle, so pure,
so calm, so very serene.
I can but only hope,
for a single day in time,
that she will be mine
and naught but mine alone.

As my longing takes over,
driving me towards you,
I warm you with my touch,
my fingers of pure light,
they glide over your body,
gently touching, caressing,
caring for your tender flesh.
Oh the possibilities!
The many loving acts,
all I would do for you,
accomplish with you.
I can but only hope,
for a single day in time,
that she will be mine
and naught but mine alone.

Your still body begins to stir,
eyes beginning to open,
revealing the gateway,
a gateway to a beautiful mind,
a mind so true and unique,
I can only smile in its presence.
I gaze upon eyes so deep,
revealing a beautiful universe,
a universe where you and I are,
are united and nothing else is,
a universe where you and I,
we roam through the stars,
wandering through the space,
alone, together, in sweet harmony.
I can but only hope,
for a single day in time,
that he will be mine
and naught but mine alone.

I make my mind firm in action,
I will make your beauty mine,
never forcefully, but lovingly,
tenderly, gently, being me,
courting you as none other,
showing genuine kindness,
caring, love, passion, romance,
and when those six words,
so strong, so weak, so thoughtful,
so meaningful, words I long to hear,
words I will wait an eternity to hear,
just to come from your mouth,
show me such joy and hope,
by saying "I love you, I am yours."
I can only think of it,
for an eternity of time,
that he might be mine
and naught but mine alone.

Kiss On The Neighborhood Street

I do not know how to say to you why
but I am feeling very shy like a small boy
I am sure it is will be a wonderful joy
your first kiss was very much to enjoy

I savored your kiss in total silence
There should not be even a small disturbance
so that you can make a sensuous advance
and you can bring out your best romance

The other time, we will meet at a place where nobody is there
and you will talk & you will sit to me, very near
Your lovely voice & caring words are nice to hear
I can see your beautiful & lovely face very clear

I see the eager upon your face
With the look of an angel's grace
I give you to sit in the best place
seeing you so near, my heart beats race.

We start with some snacks and bottle of wine
With no rain nowadays, the weather will be very fine
Breathing in your fragrance, I will feel u are totally mine
I feel that you are the moonlight after the sunshine

I feel your hot breath very near on my cheek,
My eyes closed shut waiting for what I seek
We both let the wonderful time linger,
while you curl my soft hair with your finger

Raising my chin, you bring your soft and sweet lips
You will place your fair & slender hands around my hips
The first and very sweet kiss that will for ever stay
A kiss that I think of each and every night & day

Your lips will meet mine in a sensuous kiss
I feel it as if I am in a heavenly bliss
Never felt an ecstatic sensation like this
For every day, I do not want to miss

It is very difficult for me to select a place to meet
So that the memory of the meeting will be sweet
Whenever we think of, it will raise our heat beat
Finally I found place in our neighborhood street.

Sweet Kiss

The way you kiss me is so sweet.
It leaves me is a world of paradise
Something that is ever so nice.
Hold me tight and never let go.
Kiss me from head to toe.
Dimming the lights and getting closer
Working your way ever so slowly
That is how I feel when your lips touch mine.
Your tender, sweet kiss is one of a kind.

Forever

On so many levels
it hurts to breathe.
Heartache for moments
lost.

To pick up the phone
and hear his voice,
The sweetest thing.

Ask how he's doing
say hello,
I love you Dad.

Did he know how much
I care.
Did he know how much
I love him.

Grief for moments
Lost, frozen in time.
All the words left
Unsaid.


I love you.

Outside The Box

Invisible chains quiet thoughts
anchored to an idea
afraid of reality.

Confined within lines, stagnant
in a pool of self mistrust.

Lack of creativity dull senses to gray;
dawn of a new day, check
outside the box.

I Don 't Know What To Do

I don't know what to do.
Am I a good person?
I am a bad girlfriend.
I don't know why.
I don't know.
Who can I trust?
I am just nothing to anyone.
He is my love.
He is the only one I got.
I have so many dreams in my head
but they will never become reality.
I dream of a summer breeze.
Nothing much.
Just spending it with the one I love.
Let me be free.
Will I ever be free from these chains.
I don't know what to do.
No one listens to be.
I am just a shadow to be picked on.
I just cry
No one cares.
I don't know who I am.
I don't know what to do.
In my heart I love him.
That is all I have.
If I loose a hold of that.
I won't get my life in track.
I just wish I was happy.
I am always crying.
No one seems to see.
How I feel deep inside.
I don't know what to do.
Can't trust anyone.
It hurts so bad
but I have been so used to it.
Somebody tell me
Tell me what to do.
Someone keep me from crying.
I love him and he loves me.
That is all I got
but still I don't know what to do.
Nothing ever seems to go right.
I will be alone once again
and maybe even die lonely at home.
Tell me what to do?
I am sck of my life.
It is not worth living.
I am not worth anything.
Someone save me from this.
Steady crying
Never happy.
Except alone with him.
Hopefully, he'll be the one who saves me.

What Can I Do?

What can I do to be left alone.
All the chills down to the bone.
I am tired of everyone messing with me
Why can't they let me be?
I am going through so much.
Such an adreneline rush.
All bottled deep inside.
My feelings that I just can not hide.

What can I do to stop something from happening.
I don't want him to go.
My mind and heart is just so low.
He is all I got.
I want me with him, which I can not.
Nobody know.
It doesn't show.
I just want my soul to glow.

What can I do to just be accepted.
All I want is to be respected.
It has sunk so low.
My life has taken its toll.
I cry into tears.
That is all I hear through my ears.
What can I do.
Is it me or you?

Random [Crazy Thoughts]

A walk to the moon and back... with schizophrenic conversations.
Nature's pyrotechnics
It came down to a whisper.
Wanderlust
In the air tonight.
New Shade of lipstick.
Such random things.
One more thing
Proof of life.
At last
Do you bleed
under the weather?
It's art
Back to the basics
Morning after
Night time sky.
Reclamation
Self justification
One taste, one breath.
Toes tingle
If it didn't.
Window to the Soul
Self Reflection
Isn't it ironic.
Failure to follow through
Reflections over a bottle
Fast lane.
In my mind
Ever tamed.
Sinuous melody.
Questions from the soul
Try to listen
Stolen kisses
Is it worth the risk?

You Don't Know

You don't know what it is like to be scared to walk up the street from your house thinking you'll get hit by a car.
You don't know what it is like to not feel as though you'll get very far.
You don't know what it is like to have your best friends even talk about you.
You don't know what it is like, you don't have a clue.

You don't know what it is like not to have any family close by.
You don't know what it is like when your friends try to change you and lie.
You don't know what it is like to cry every night.
You don't know what it is like to feel as though you can't do nothing right.
You don't know what it is like to feel worthless.
You don't know what it is like to feel the hurt, nevertheless.

You don't know what it is like never to feel appriciated or accepted.
You don't know what it is like to always feel rejected.
You don't know what it is like to have a mothing who doesn't care about you.
You don't know what it is like not know what is true.
You don't know what it is like to have a father who can not see.
You don't know what it is like to be me.

Little Things

The smallest things mean more to me.
They're what bring me hope.
The smallest things are what brings joy to my life.
It's amazing how that happens.
A delicate rose.
The shining of the moonlight.
A written entry in a lost diary.
Those are the little things that lifts my soul.

High School Life

It's High School. Wake up in the MORNING and never know what could happen. You make MISTAKES, you'll make them twice, you'll make them 3 times but somehow you will get away with it. FIGHTS and pep-rallies, so many kids there is bound to be something up-tight. Skipping classes, skip class so much it gets boring. Rumors, gossip everywhere. HIGH SCHOOL life just isn't fair. Clubs, groups, and publications, we are always dedicated in the paper. SPORTS, JV and Varsity, the long hour practices, and the pain of the game. It's never lame. Be SPONTANEOUS. Make PLANS. Break plans. Be in LOVE and you'll get ATTACHED. Kissing on the stairwell. Someone will get JEALOUS and fall real hard. Get your HEART BROKEN several times. Cry, cry harder than you ever have and then LAUGH at it later. Laugh so hard you can't stop. Lost in the twisted morals of the hallways. Everyone knows everybody, you can't help to think that the whole school is related.

COMPETITIONS in everything, winning seems to be everything. Everybody dress so fresh, such a big deal but always teased. Go all out for a dress down, go all out just to be put down.

There are teachers that are mean, teachers that are nice, teachers that you love to hate, and teachers that get you because you are late. FRESHMANS are just starting out, SOPHMORES are running about, JUNIORS are just waiting, and SENIORS are debating to get out. A clash of all CREATIVITY. They can judge, reject, and criticize but don't even have a clue. Have MOMENTS that you wish would never end. Have moments you wish never began. Have conversations that you'll NEVER FORGET. Have conversations without saying a word. Say the WRONG thing at the wrong time. Say the wrong thing at the right time. Get angry. Be CONFUSED. Another fight or a big crowded arguemented event. It is hard, it is cruel, it can be the worst day of your life or the best day of your life. It will all become clear eventually. It's HIGH SCHOOL. No matter what happens you'll always say you miss it.

(Officially published in my Chester High School Class of 2008 yearbook)

Living Proof

To live with the darkness or live with the pain.
The eyes of darkness through the rain.
My mind has no way out
I am just worn-out.
Plenty of words
All the sayings.
Thoughts running around like records
Plan for the living
Plan for the dead.
Isn't it possible that my heart has bled.
Proof of my tears
All the memories
None which I posses
All I want is success.
This is my living proof
Which no one seems to disproof.

Violin

Violin, the sweet voice of music. The wonder of it's hues. Listen to it's melody and watch it bloom. Be calm and let go. Just watch it grow. You will feel as you are floating in thin air.

It's wonderous kiss, you shall not miss. Listen to it's melody while you wish in it's summer bliss. Different tones and it's wonderous strings. You know it is real because you'll watch it play in full rings.

Violin, the sweet voice of music and it's melody. It feels like love straight from the stars above. Mixes of life and it's efficient sound. It lifts you up from the low ground.

Evoking deep feeling of soul and your ears roll. This beautiful sound is like freely butterflies. Either the sea or the river, it still makes your soul shiver. This melody is like deep ocean love because you'll let your live star again by the sound of this sweet violin.

Love

Love is something that you can not control but once you have it you can't let go.
Love is something you'll charish whether it is a short period of time or long but it will always be something you'll remeber.
Love is something that will make you laught and feel good. It will make your life worthwhile.
Love is just one thought. Thinking of ones beautiful eyes makes you want to happily cry.
Love is true to form. Not turned into hate or an selfish act. It is made to be special.
Love is is feeling that erases your stress, erases your heart from being so sore, erases feeling of being alone something you once thought you couldn't take anymore.
Love is a burning desire to be happy, a burning desire feel joy, a burning desire to just to feel like you are not trapped. You are free.
Love is not a punishment it is a special memory. It is to be charished with a slight innocent.
It is not a shallow dream, love is what makes memories. It should not be controlled by lust. It makes you feel strong like nothing could go wrong.
Love gives you the strength to make it through.
Love warms your heart. It gives you life. It gives you your soul to breathe.
Whenever my strength is not enough
Love is always there beside me, near me.
Sometimes you that one stare at you.
Love should mean that you could never tell a lie.
Never hurt them, never try,
Never bring tears to their eyes
You heart is a deep ocean of secrets but true love bares no secrets.
You know that love is true because it makes you feel fresh and new.

Hidden In This Smile

Hidden in a smile
Still with tears that I cry.
I don't understand this life of mine.
Alone with emotions that I hide.
Why I care about my miserable life?
Is it worth it or is it not?
No special memories of the past.
No recent ones I have.
Just an emtpy soul
Living a lie.
All I do is dream
Hiding behind this smile.
Wondering if my life is worthwhile
Screaming thousand times in a row
Sill, I haven't let go
I cry inside by day.
I cry out by night.
There's no one to save me.
This is so tough for anyone to see.
Mixed messages
Mixed emotions.
Tolerated everything
Yet, I still cry.
Hiding in this everyday smile.
I walk down the hallway.
No one looks
I stand in the doorway.
I am not even worth looking .
I try
Yet, I still cry.
I don't show.
I show no pain.
I show no emotion.
All of it is hidden by my wonderful smile

What I Love About You

I love the way you look at me,
Your eyes so bright and brown,
I love the way you kiss me,
Your lips so light and smooth.

I love the way you make me laugh,
And the ways you show me you care,
I love the way you say, "I Love You"
And the way you're always there.

I love the way you call me "beautiful"
Because no one has ever called me that but you
I love the way you call me everyday to show how wonderful you are.
Because you make me feel brand new.

I love the way you touch me,
Always sending chills down my spine,
I love that you are with me,
And glad forever you are mine.

Lost In Reality

I am soon to graduate but yet I am in a bit of distraught.
Too much critizism. So many thoughts.
I am tangled in a bunch of lies.
Subsequently, all followed by the ties that bind.
Nothing can prepare me for what I have experienced.
I feel nothing more than extinct.
All the teasing, all the hurt.
No one knows how much I feel like dirt.
I don't exist, I am not there.
You don't see the pain that I bare.
I can't do this, I can't do that.
What can I do if I am where I am at?
Signs of tears, signs of sorrow.
I wish for it all to end tomorrow.
No one sees how much I hurt.
I walk alone, I do it alone.
They critizie on my life, my hopes, and my dreams.
What can I do if I am not worth having a dream to life for.
Tangled in my own thoughts
Tangled in my own mind.
Everything I do, I feel like I could loose my mind.
I try to hard to hide it
Try to hard to confide it.
It is perfectly clear to me.
I am not worth the name
I am worth the time.
That is all I see.
I am nothing.
They took away my pride.
They point
They look
They tease
I can't take it.
Let it all stop
Let it all end.
My tears flow from my eyes.
Quite skies
I look up
See nothing but lies.
I explain in detail.
Too much crizism
Too much pain
All I want is for it to all go away.
I sill live in this world.
I am not noticed.
But they are all in my life.
I just want to be noticed for my talent.
All alone
No turst
Leave it they way it must.
Deep Heart
Nothing to loose.
I just want to be free to live my life.
Be able to life like living art.
This stays hidden.
All in all, I am just a girl lost in her own reality.

Mother, Why?

Mother, we don’t have any memories. No good times, no fun times, no memorable times. Mother why did you become this way?

Mother, I don’t know you. You blamed everything on my father. Mother, stop! Why did you keep me away from them, my sisters? Mother, I used to cry when I didn’t know you. My soul was full of blisters when I was younger.

Mother, why are you doing this to us? You take drugs, why do you do so? That is just so low. Mother, listen to me for once. Don’t keep me away from them, my sisters. What did I do to deserve this? I am just caught up in the middle.

Mother, I loved you when I didn’t know you. Now that I realize, I just hate you. It’s all your fault. Blaming my father for your mistakes and keeping me from my sisters. It’s all your fault. You didn’t care. You still don’t care.

You hang around with your many guys and your many so-called case workers, getting free money knowing that you still owe the life of us, the life of my sisters. Because of you, I can’t trust barely anyone around me. I am lucky to have such good friends. You are out of my life for now and I just want you to stay out of my life forever. I don’t need you.

THIS IS ALL TRUE AND JUST A BRIEF CHAPTER OF MY LIFE.

In My Own Words

I write this today
You write tomorrow
It doesn’t matter if it is coming from sorrow.
The time we take
To learn form our mistakes.
Where am I at?
I’m not like that
This is...
It is not tempting.
Under these circumstances
I am on my own.
These thoughts are mine
I am being too kind
Intertwining the present and future
I am all so use too.
I write this
In my own words
The thoughts
From what I am taught
The creation of ones imagination
My love
It’s no ones priority
I have others things on my mind
But it is left behind
Dodge the bullet
Keep it straight
Leave me there
As I’m second rate.
This is written on my heart
But kept on my soul
It doesn’t matter anymore
I’m all alone.
Leave me here
Anonymously
Let it all go away
Like a bird grieving in pain.
All I have left is my own words.

A Woman's Heart is a Deep Ocean of Secrets

At this point of time in my life
I just wish that I could have everything go right
I have about a thousands thoughts passing through my mind at the same time
What can I do? What should I do?
Everytime something happens I always blame myself and even put me down.
I cant never think to quit, because there's no way that I will be considered another one of those statistics.
School isn't really how I would like it to be.
When I go to school it seems like the whole school is laughing at me like I am not even worth the pressence of their time. They all tease me because I am different, take advantage of me because I am too nice for their own good, and just call me what they may call a geek. I thought I be used to all this useless name calling but it just gets to me and makes me even more stressed than before because I am not like them.
No one will keep me from my work in school. I got to work my hardest.

Sometimes I wish my life wasn't so complicated. I live with only my blind dad. I have a mother who is always on my dad trying to see me after she left when I was about 3 years old and not knowing my 2 sisters.
My dad has such high hopes, that if I came home with less then intended
that I may not be accepted.

There is this one person that always calms me down and keeps me from thinking about all the problems in my life. It is the one I love who keeps the pressure off of me.
I really dont need this extra pressure as of right
now, I just feel like im stuck in the middle of the ocean
and my life will be over before expected if I just quit and slowly start to drown
I know that too whom much is given, much is required
and please dont think that because I stress that it wil get the best of me because,
I wont stop until my clock expires.

Determination, dedication, modivation is the way I will make it through this very vigourous situations, and to those of you who may be going through some things too, just remember life is what you make it, and sometimes in life we experience some very intense situations
But as long as you hold on
you will be able to finish your song

My life isnt nothing like the books and magazines
See, I live like a girl just sheltered in his dreams
I know my intentions are high
Thats why at night I just look in the sky
My time is going come, best believe
All you got to do is just pray for me
LORD, have mercy on ME.

The Beauty Of A Sigh

When life has become a flurry of obligations and appointments with little or no focus on our quintessential needs we go through each day as if it were an obstacle course. Our only goal is to make it to the finish line in record time. We push ourselves to the point of panting and dehydration till we buckle over and grab our sides in a vain attempt to catch our breaths.

Yet still, with all the technology and modern equipment that has been designed to make our lives easier, how is it that we inevitably crash into our pillows each night wondering where the day went? I cant help but wonder if breathing and controlling our heartbeat were up to us, would we even stop & take the time to do it?

The Simple Things

Listen to your heart.
Find the cause.
Things don't seem so far apart.

Find our flaws
We can make it if we hold on.
You and Me
Living the life we lead.

That is how it should be.
It is just the simple things.

Living life.
Sharing mornings.
All your friends from around the way.
It is so hard not to stay.

You know where you belong.
Be glad.
Listen to your favorite song.
There is no place like home.

That has to be nice.
That is just the simple things in life.

It feels so good.
To be in such pure simplicity
Hanging at the corner.
Doing what you want.

Interestingly personalities.
Special memories, so blunt.

Sitting in the shade.
On hot summer days.
Finding yourself.
A day to relax.
We can make it.
The sensation of climax

That is just the simple things.
The simple things life is made of
The simple things that I wish to posses.

My Heart Is A Deep Ocean Of Secrets (Random Thoughts)

I bet if these walls could talk, they would echo with words of negativity, and other shameful, no-good deeds that shouldn't exist in any school in this good world.

MANY SPEAK OF ITS QUENCHING TASTE, ONLY TO FIND THEIR TIME IS OF
WASTE. THIS LOVE IS INFINITE AS TIME AND SPACE OR PHOTOGRAPHIC AS
FRESH FLOWERS IN A GLASS VASE.

Whenever I miss you I will look for you in my dreams or try to hear your voice in your messages but I feel you when you love me and I will forever love you no matter what happens.

A woman's heart is a deep ocean of secrets. Love is a force you can not control.

After a while you learn the difference from holding hands and falling in love. You begin to learn that kisses don?t always mean something and promises can be broken just as quickly as they were made. Sometimes goodbyes really are forever.

Never let the sadness of your past and the fear of your future keep you from being happy in the present.

Tonight the headphones will deliver the words that I cant say.

Remember when getting high meant swinging at the playground. The worst thing you could get from boys was cooties. Mom was your hero and dad was the boy you were going to marry. Your worst enemies were your siblings. Race issues were who ran the fastest. War was a card game. The only drug you knew of was cough medicine & wearing skirts didn't mean you were a slut. The only thing you smoked was the tires on your bike. The only thing that hurt was skinned knees & the only things that could get broken were your toys. Life was simple and care free, but what I remember the most was wanting to grow up.

No one else will have me like you do
No one else will have me, only you.

YOUR SECRETS ARE SAFE WITH ME; JUST THINK OF ME AS YOUR PAGES TO YOUR DIARY.

My heart is like glass, easily broken, not easily repaired its amazing how someone can break your heart, but you still love them with all the little pieces.

A real girl isn't perfect and a perfect girl isn't real.

The smile in your eyes, made some of the lies worth believing with every passing moment, it just keeps getting worse.
I never wanted anything, other than to be your everything.
I see angels burning, falling down in ruins. Looking down I see me, I'm my own enemy.

A broken heart is like a broken mirror it is better to keep it broken than to get hurt trying to fix it..

Everything costs something...
Some things cost.

I want to be someone I want to
be true. I need someone to
trust someone to pull me
through, I need someone to
guide me away from this
darkened light. I need help
to see the things in my sight,
I need to be known I need.
to be shown I need to
be taught the right over wrong,
and I need to be loved
cause' I don't wanna be alone.

Don't settle for the one you can
live with.
Settle for the one you can't live
Without.

A friend is someone who
knows the song in your heart,
and can sing it back to you when
you have forgotten the words...

Friends are the gifts we give ourselves
A true friend sees your first tear, catches the second and stops the third...
I look at the moon and think of you, and wonder if you?re doing the same.

Believe only what you see nothing that you hear.
When I look into his eyes I see myself.

Best friends stay together, and never say Good-Bye.

Friend is an angel who lifts us off our feet when out wings have trouble remembering how to fly...

To the world you may be just one person, but to one person you may be the world...

If at first you don?t succeed dust yourself off and try again
Anything worth having is worth waiting for...
Smile like you mean it.

A day is entirely wasted if you haven't laughed at least once in that day. So laugh.

Lost in the words
Hidden in the lies
Memories forgotten
Silent goodbyes

If tears could build a stairway and memories a lane, I'd walk right up to heaven, and bring you home again.

IMITATION IS THE SENCEREST FORM OF FLATTERY.

Why do we ignore the ones who adore us and adore the ones who ignore us? The only man that deserves your tears is the one who won't make you cry.

You learn to like someone when you find out what makes them laugh, but you can never really love someone until you find out what makes them cry.

Laughter and tears are both responses to frustration and exhaustion. I myself prefer to laugh, since there is less cleaning up to do afterward.

Never cry for a boy who won't cry for you

I wish I could be your tear drops,
for what more could anyone ask for then to be conceived in your heart,
born in your eyes, live on your cheeks, and die on your lips.

Love is like a puzzle. When you're in love, all the pieces fit but when your heart gets broken, it takes a while to get everything back together.

The next time you think you're perfect, try walking on water. Artificial Intelligence is no match For natural Stupidity

What Is Love?

One writes of scars healed, a loose parallel to the pathology of the skin, but there is no such thing in the life of an individual. There are open wounds, shrunk sometimes to the size of a pin-prick but wounds still. The marks of suffering are more comparable to the loss of a finger, or the sight of an eye. We may not miss them, either, for one minute in a year, but if we should there is nothing to be done about it. Live through feeling and you will live through love. For feeling is the language of the soul, and feeling is truth.


No woman/man is worth your tears and the only one who is, will never make you cry. If you love someone, put their name in a circle, instead of a heart, because hearts can break, but circles go on forever. If all my friends were to jump off a bridge, I wouldn't jump with them, I'd be at the bottom to catch them. Love is like playing the piano. First you must learn to play by the rules, then you must forget the rules and play from your heart. It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone and a day to love someone but it takes a lifetime to forget someone. At the touch of love, everyone becomes a poet.


War is like love, it always finds a way. You cannot love a thing without wanting to fight for it. For anything worth having one must pay the price; and the price is always work, patience, love, self-sacrifice -- no paper currency, no promises to pay, but the gold of real service. For in the end, we will conserve only what we love. We will love only what we understand. We will understand only what we are taught.

A human being is a part of the whole, called by us Universe, a part limited in time and space. He experiences himself, his thoughts and feelings as something separated from the rest--a kind of optical delusion of his consciousness. This delusion is a kind of prison, restricting us to our personal desires and to affection for a few persons nearest to us. Our task must be to free from this prison by widening our circle of compassion to embrace all living creatures and the whole nature in its beauty. When all is said and done, friendship is the only trustworthy fabric of the affections. So-called love is a delirious inhuman state of mind: when hot it substitutes indulgence for fair play; when cold it is cruel, but friendship is warmth in cold, firm ground in a bog.

Love is a force more formidable than any other. It is invisible - it cannot be seen or measured - yet it is powerful enough to transform you in a moment, and offer you more than any material possession ever could. No love, no friendship can cross the path of our destiny without leaving some mark on it forever.
Love won't be tampered with, love won't go away. Push it to one side and it creeps to the other. In the end... everyone is a winner cause everyone learns... one way or another! Charish the love that you have now because if not, you may regret it in the future!

Being Happy, A Dream is A Wish your Heart Makes

I'm sitting here, rehearsing all
the things I'll never say.

BEiNG HAPPY
doesn`t mean that everything
is perfect. it means that you`ve
decided to look beyond the
imperfections.

Laugh your heart out. dance in the rain
cherish the memories. ignore the pain
love and learn. forget and forgive
remember you only have one life to live.

Don't perfect yourself
for another ;; wait for
the one who wants
you, and all of your
i m p e r f e c t i o n s.

Time goes by so fast--people go in
and out of your life. you must never
miss the opportunity to tell these
people how much they mean to you.

I'm 99.9 % sure that he doesn't like me,
but it's that .1% that keeps me hanging on.

You cant try to hide your feelings
but they wont disappear
if they dont go away
theres a reason why they`re there.

A Dream Is A Wish Your Heart Makes

Life's too short to worry about
what people think.
Do what you want, as long as you have fun.
Sleep until 1:30 PM and stay up until 3 AM.
Make your own clubhouse.
Write your own story.
Make a tent and camp outside.
Play dress up.
Take silly pictures.
See how high you can go on the swings.
Have a tickle fight.
Sew your own clothing.
Throw a water balloon at your ex.
LIVE LIFE :)

I am me. Thats all I can be.
No more. no less. Don't second guess.
I l a u g h, I love, Ii l i v e, I c r y
and sometimes I wish that I would die.
Somedays I'm funny, other times I'm not.
Sometimes I'm in overdrive & I can't stop.
you may not like me, thats okay
because this is me & how I'll always stay.

Goodbye is the hardest thing to say.
Because you walk away with only
memories && memories well,
they sometimes f a d e a w a y.

When you kiss someone, kiss them like its the last time
& when someone leaves dont give them reasons to stay,
give them reasons to return.

YOU KNOW YOUR JEALOUS

Friendship depends on trust, depends on true
devotion, depends on love, depends on not denying emotion.

Remember when truth or dare
Consisted of eating bugs,
& the only holding hands you did
Was with your friends
When getting some" meant
Stealing the cookie jar
& boys didn't matter
[cause they had cooties]
Yeah, those were the days..

When you fall in love,
What can you do?
You can't control you heart,
Because it controls YOU.

Live For The Memories !