What Can I Do?

What can I do to be left alone.
All the chills down to the bone.
I am tired of everyone messing with me
Why can't they let me be?
I am going through so much.
Such an adreneline rush.
All bottled deep inside.
My feelings that I just can not hide.

What can I do to stop something from happening.
I don't want him to go.
My mind and heart is just so low.
He is all I got.
I want me with him, which I can not.
Nobody know.
It doesn't show.
I just want my soul to glow.

What can I do to just be accepted.
All I want is to be respected.
It has sunk so low.
My life has taken its toll.
I cry into tears.
That is all I hear through my ears.
What can I do.
Is it me or you?