10 Feet Under

I digging myself 10 feet deeper.
My head like a heater
Hot and heavy.
but not so bravely.
I hate myself for liking you
I am diging myself 10 feet deeper.
You know that too.
because I have told you too.
I'll wait to see what happens.
Even if I feeling like a dork.
I'll let let it work.
I have a crush on you.
You know that too.
But I am digging deeper.
I am digging myself 10 feet deeper
into something that I know will never work.
I'll just leave it alone
because I'll be risking my own soul.
Falling for you
because no one will catch me as I fall
As I fall 10 feet deeper in to this hole.