Who Am I?

Who am I?
Am I Christian or am I a Islam
Feeling angry but yet so calm.
I am black but can it all just be that?

Who am I?
I don't know myself.
I feel so selfish
yet am I doing the right thing?
I'm tired of being who I am.
I want to change.
I feel like such a little lamb.

Who am I?
I try to find out why.
Am I good or am I bad?
Am I happy or am I sad?
Should my decisions be smart
or are they just dumb.

Who am I?
I want to have something else.
To get me through my own self.
I beg to wonder
Where's my mother?
What is my background?

Who am I?
I need the strength to get over.
I need to keep myself sober.
What's my religion?
What can I do?
Can I change it when I want to?

Who am I?
I am still wonder why
How am I supposed to act.
There is something that I totally lack.
I want to start over.
Get rid of my past.
Start fresh and clean.
I will never look back.
I will not have to wonder why?
I won't have to wonder who I am?