Written: November 11, 2009
You are the love of my life
You completely have my heart
I only trust you with my love
It kills me that we are so much apart.
I miss you like a mother misses her child.
I think about you until the morning sun.
I keep quiet just so you don’t notice.
My love can never be done
You mean the world to me
But I am giving you time
Even thought you treat me different
I with stand every minute.
I would give you the world to make you happy.
I gave you my heart, but I would give you my soul
You eyes are what tell me
How you truly feel
I will wait until my dying day
Reject every man that comes my way
Until you want to be with me again
Or you say the complete opposite that you never
Want to be with me again.
You were my boyfriend
You are my world
We were so great together
You promised to love me forever
You promised their was no one to take my place
I promised to give you your space
But you promised to be there when I needed you
I promised to take care of you too
but, you kept pushing me to the end
Always replacing me with other things
Until we have totally grown apart
Didnt you know it would break my heart?
Now we are two different
People in the same spot
Pretending to be something we know were not
We don't even kiss and hug
I thought you we're still in love
We both know its not the same
There is no one here to take the blame
I just need someone other than a friend that needs me the same.
I don't have many friend though
I do not want to be alone again.
Though you promised not to.
Now it feels like someone has closed that door
Maybe someday we will try again, as I wait
Hopefully by then it wont be too late
I will love you till the end of time
but I might not be here
When you make up your mind.
It was not physics that taught me
The relationship between time, and distance,
But rather my love for you.
When those blissful moments
Spent in the softness of your lips
Made time vanish in the blink of an eye!
And the torment of those lonely nights
Spent in the absence from your warm embrace
Made my love for you eternal!
I don’t want to feel anymore
But you claim I mean the world to you
I still do not understand
If you still left my heart crying in two
How can you love me
If you don’t want to be with me
You mean the world to me
But what do I mean to you
Maybe I am not meant to be with anyone
The emotion continues to be there
But I remain alone
Because I continue to be the toy of emotion
I cannot even be around you
Because your tone is so cold
Making what you feel confusing to me
Even when you are the person I want to hold
You are a part of my life
But not in the way I dreamed it to be
My soul is becoming numb
As loving you so much; I continue to fall.
