Heart On Solid Numbness

I don’t want to feel anymore
But you claim I mean the world to you
I still do not understand
If you still left my heart crying in two

How can you love me
If you don’t want to be with me
You mean the world to me
But what do I mean to you

Maybe I am not meant to be with anyone
The emotion continues to be there
But I remain alone
Because I continue to be the toy of emotion

I cannot even be around you
Because your tone is so cold
Making what you feel confusing to me
Even when you are the person I want to hold

You are a part of my life
But not in the way I dreamed it to be
My soul is becoming numb
As loving you so much; I continue to fall.