Bloodstream

I speak in song lyrics and love quotes

I'm socially awkward and rather impatient

Waiting in long lines is something not-so good for me.

Don't even think about walking slow in front of me. 

I will rage and walk around.

I rant about everything

From how someone is telling me what to do

To social issues and social change.

Somehow you like that about me.

I'm rather impatient most of the time

And plan everything out to the T

It fits within my OCD

I don't really like people

Nor do I like politics. 

But that is acceptable to you

And I have let you in. 

Checking, 1...2...3...times again and again.

I opened my fragile self to you.

I don't feel the need to always do something to gain my greatest satisfaction 

Because you are my greatest satisfaction

My greatest notification

My humble 140 characters

My 600 x 600 pixel image post.

You are like a song I can not get out.

You know, that favorite song you sing to yourself day in and say out

Even in shower. 

Because you can't help it.

You have and are handling the worst of me

My mental craziness 

Where I'm down one day and excited the next

This is all before getting all of me.

You take care of my mental

And match me psychologically 

You are here

And you there

Not just somewhere

But with me

Even when I'm half sleep

You are there when I could go Insane

And freak the hell out.

Now I don't have to check the door as often

Where I'm second guessing everything. 

And paranoia sets in

I'm more comfortable 

But still fragile and susceptible 

You are now lodged into my bloodstream.