I met you at the dawning of a new day
I really did not know just what to say
Your voice over the phone just sounded so right
That you really made me feel good and made my day so bright
As days went by I wondered how you look
Even though I seen pictures every chance I got
and wondered what part you would play in my life's written book
For now only time and space will tell
but for us right now things are going so well
So maybe one day when you come over to me.
My heart feels as though it has found true love and won't have to roam
I'll wait for the centuries to see your lovely face.
I'll wait for the centuries to hold you tight in my arms.
I'll wait for the centuries to taste your lips next to mine...
If I get lonely, I'll call you.
If you do, you call me too.
I told you how I feel and you know I fell in love with you.
I want to tell you face to face.
So, you hear this from me too.
..and to feel a kiss from you.
So just look at the stars up above
You'll find me there watching over you with happiness and love.
When I write it is not rap, it is poetry.
You think it is a game but it is much more to me.
The truth is, it is my whole life through words.
Really, it comes a story with every verse.
This is me, and it is as real as it gets,
Listen up, I am going to go until the beat quits.
I might always seem happy, like nothing bothers me,
That is just something I pull upon my face, there is a lot you will never see.
It is hard to tell someone how you really feel,
But it is so easy, keepin your emotions concealed.
It is all locked within, safe in nothing but silence,
Until it all bursts out, here comes extreme violence.
That is not, because I replace anger with solitude,
Trying to cheer up, lose the rotten mood.
There is the light at the end of the tunnel, but its hard to find,
And that's that special someone, that's one of a kind.
But when you think you found him, just be ready for pain,
Because guys seem to know the game.
He may seem like that angel sent down from heaven,
But he would be with you at 4 and with her at 5.
I try not to fall in love,
But that little part of me says never give it up.
Just be careful with the people that you give your heart,
Because it is fragile, easy to rip apart.
Just like mine
I sit here wondering what went wrong beteen us.
I look at my calender
When our love first erupt.
What our day would of been.
Sometimes I even cry
I still wonder why.
I believed in all the words you say
Yet I look at this calender of what use to be our day.
Breaking my heart back in December
Which I clearly remember.
You go with someone you left me for.
It was like we lived together and you just walked out the door.
I thought I was the loyalty you needed.
I trusted you.
Yet, you decived me.
Yet, I still look at this calender wishing we were ever true.
I go with someone else
It doesn't compare to what I had with you.
I wish you knew that too.
My heart is like a diary.
Only one person can open it.
I thought you were those pages I can open up to.
You were that person.
So I thought.
I sit here
Wondering,
Looking at this calender
Looking at the day of what used to be our anniversary of 4/19/2006
Alive feelings
pouring sad memories
a collection; a memoir
Piece by piece I put together
34 days and a life time
something touched. Something left
far away from mundane truth
or wars that were left unturned
some blood streaks from heart
some slow passion of sweetest lips
something to forget to
something to hold on.
Everything is everything
a touch never undone...
I read and feel. Every time
A new book, a new tale
A past history, a truth
Lies and broken promises
Metamorphic physics, memories
As if I live around you; in them
People, leaders, heroes, villains
Reinventing past; age of silence
Longings to belong to; persuasion
Loving to be unloved; be loved
Stories, poems, tales and reasons
Simple things mundane fathoms
Time watch; like a sand glass
Written history and fairy tales
Words : may be true or lies
Missing emotions ; urban feel
Blood, death, birth, love
Bodies of innocence; betrayals
Bodies of passion; in rubbles
Horror to relive; love to re-invent.
