Emotions From Within

When I write it is not rap, it is poetry.
You think it is a game but it is much more to me.
The truth is, it is my whole life through words.
Really, it comes a story with every verse.
This is me, and it is as real as it gets,
Listen up, I am going to go until the beat quits.

I might always seem happy, like nothing bothers me,
That is just something I pull upon my face, there is a lot you will never see.
It is hard to tell someone how you really feel,
But it is so easy, keepin your emotions concealed.
It is all locked within, safe in nothing but silence,
Until it all bursts out, here comes extreme violence.
That is not, because I replace anger with solitude,
Trying to cheer up, lose the rotten mood.
There is the light at the end of the tunnel, but its hard to find,
And that's that special someone, that's one of a kind.
But when you think you found him, just be ready for pain,
Because guys seem to know the game.
He may seem like that angel sent down from heaven,
But he would be with you at 4 and with her at 5.

I try not to fall in love,
But that little part of me says never give it up.
Just be careful with the people that you give your heart,
Because it is fragile, easy to rip apart.
Just like mine