Writing it down
Heart to heart
Not even knowing
If it will all fall apart.
Leaving a bittersweet impression
Two full pages
Of a written cursive memory
My cursive heart
Filled with mistakes
Protecting myself
Whatever it takes
Frozen in pieces
Tormented and caged
Trying to remember
Memories I never had.
Trying to escape
Outside of my mind
Written on tape.
Two words
Of a cursive memory.
These words you said.
They were all lies
You lied to me.
Brokenhearted.
Trying to keep my composure.
I can not breathe
All the pain is suffocating me.
There is nothing I can do.
He didn't love me
The way that I love him
but I wish I never fell in love with him
Because now it hurts way too much
He had my heart
But gave it back to me in pieces
I am kind-of going out of my mind
Because I never felt wanted
I never felt loved
I just wish I could runaway.
Most girls would cheat
Most girls lie
I care more about him than he even knew
My heart wants to die.
He left me crying all alone.
I wish these emotions I can hide.
I still miss what we use to have.
I miss his hands
His gentle hands around my waist.
He sweet kiss he gives to me.
His gentleman-like personality
At least, so I thought.
I miss it all.
But he didn't miss me at all.
I held his love in my hands
Stapled to my heart
And blended to my soul
I have lack of sleep
I can not stop crying
But he gave my heart back.
Shattered to pieces.
All I do with each passing day
Is think of you.
It is like a perfect crime
You can steal my heart
And I can steal yours.
You are always in my thoughts
As well as my dreams
I’ll always imagine
That we are meant to be
But in my dreams
We are perfect for one another.
It is like a movie scene
In the sweetest dreams
I picture you and me.
As the world sinks
The rain pours
Beyond my hearts control
With limited escape.
I am trying to runaway.
But I can’t.
I want to be free
It seems like I am trapped
In my own self-pity
Nowhere to run
Not even afterwards
I hate the rain
But there is a hovering cloud
A dark cloud
I can not escape it
It is an accumulation
Of all my pain
These bittersweet memories
None forming
None even started
As the rain falls
I try to escape
To a place of the unknown afterwards
Serenity
