Rain, Escape, & Afterwards

As the world sinks
The rain pours
Beyond my hearts control
With limited escape.
I am trying to runaway.
But I can’t.

I want to be free
It seems like I am trapped
In my own self-pity
Nowhere to run
Not even afterwards

I hate the rain
But there is a hovering cloud
A dark cloud
I can not escape it
It is an accumulation
Of all my pain

These bittersweet memories
None forming
None even started
As the rain falls
I try to escape
To a place of the unknown afterwards
Serenity