Within a dream
I try not awake
Something that is among myself
Before I dream of something else
The hand can translate my flow
Translation of my piercing soul
Motivation of a lucid dream
Something so real to me
The greatest song that ever wrote
Something my heart can hold
Take the ink of the pen
Continuing the menstrual flow
Burning from within
The understanding that cannot be voiced.
The meaning would not be the same
Waking up to the same peaceful melody.
You can run, but you can not hide from destiny. Ever since, as long as I can remember, I wanted to be as fast as the wind. My greatest wish is to fly beyond the sky and let the wind carry me over to new worlds, new adventures, and new destinys.
I never want to escape my destiny, but sometimes that is all I continue to think about. That is probably why I enjoy speed so much. I figured if I couldn't change my destiny I could try to out run it. If I stop now, everything will catch up to me: my past, my future, and my prominent destiny even if the world comes crashing down I want to to be free and one with speed.
In the deepest of my emotions
Igniting something so true
A flame that continues
To burn so deep for you.
Happiness, in which I dare to dream
Something inside my heart
Something I wish in the sky
So I do not have to cry inside
I understand this is how it has to be
And I do not want to cause any complications
I could just walk away
But my feelings are in too deep
My heart continues to fall
Yet to be captured by the sight of you
I hold what is left of my heart in my hands
Wanting it to be placed back together somehow.
Maybe one day you can develop the those same feeling I have for you
Because too much I have been through
I feel like I am in a stained glass unable to move or feel
Because that is what is written in the tainted pages of my heart.
Everyday I wonder
When will I be happy
Everyday I ponder
Why I cannot be with you?
Everytime I see you
I know that you are someone I cannot have
And when I am with someone else
You are the only person my heart craves.
I cannot sleep sometimes
Yet you are constantly in my thoughts.
You might not know how deep.
But you know how l feel.
I still don’t know if you even notice me
Or if you care
I know I do not mean anything to you
But you definitely mean everything to me.
Until then
I’ll just close my eyes
Dreaming
And not to be a lonely shadow.
