Shadow

Everyday I wonder
When will I be happy
Everyday I ponder
Why I cannot be with you?

Everytime I see you
I know that you are someone I cannot have
And when I am with someone else
You are the only person my heart craves.

I cannot sleep sometimes
Yet you are constantly in my thoughts.
You might not know how deep.
But you know how l feel.

I still don’t know if you even notice me
Or if you care
I know I do not mean anything to you
But you definitely mean everything to me.

Until then
I’ll just close my eyes
Dreaming
And not to be a lonely shadow.