These Words In My Head

Never made it as a wise girl.
I couldn't cut is as a poor gal stealing.
Tired of feeling like a blind gal.
I'm sick of sight without a sense of healing.

This is me.
What I really am
Sometimes.
These words in my head
Damn near screaming.

Its not like anyone to say sorry.
I was waiting on a different story.
Somehow I'm mistaken.
For handing a heart worth breaking.
I've been wrong.
I've been down
Been to the bottom of every bottle.

Its like they don't know that.
I work heard and I swear I do.
And it must have been bad.
Because my dreams must of damn near killed it.

This is me
What I really am.
Sometimes
These words in my head.
Damn near screaming.