A Silent Heart Still In Love
My eyes hurts
It's all my fault
He takes things too far
You say I did something wrong
But you never tell me how to fix it.
I love you
Whether we are wrong or right
I only need you.
You tell me I don't love you like you do.
I love you more than anything in this world.
You say you worshipped me.
I was the one worshipping you.
I wanted to protect you
Have you for myself.
Have you for my future and nothing else.
In the dark all alone
No one to tell me that it's alright.
Sometimes I think you want to find something wrong
I don't even know who I am anymore.
Each day I feel more pathetic.
Nothing new.
I have this headache.
I'm told it's all my fault.
I guess I'm a horrible human being.
I don't know what to think anymore
Everyone around me is so much better.
I loose the one I love for being myself.
I guess being myself is not enough.
It is not acceptable
I was there to help and provide.
But I guess I am just a girl and not your future wife.
You have yet to understand.
I made you my equal
But I always felt under you.
I feel like I come second place to you.
I feel like I'm not your equal.
You get mad for no reason sometimes.
However, I remain silent most of the time.
Taking things a little to far.
At least they are there to console you.
No one cares to ask me if I'm alright.
I guess my thoughts were actually right.
Love is not meant for me.
I will never be a great girlfriend.
But I will always be an excellent friend.
That's hard because I will always love you.
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