Where Are You? My Special Someone

I am trying to figure out
I want to say something
What is this about?
I want you to understand

Why can’t I find you?
My wonderful brown skin
My heart has already been torn in two
Mend it back together for me.

That special someone has to be somewhere
Someone to hold me tight
And call me in the middle of the night
Step down to what is left of my heart.

Let yourself be known to me
I am tired of being alone
I am tired of the games.
I wish that special someone was here for my eyes to see.
But does he exist?