Constant Pain

It is hard
To make the best
Of my own pain.
When I know
It is hard to get out of
I'm falling from above
No one is there to even catch me.
it is hard to imagine happiness
Something more or less
That never seemed to exist.
I can not help it
It is like the weight of the world
Is crushing me.
Making it harder to see.
...and I can not breathe
I know as I cry
Feeling like I could die
I can not make the best
Of my constant pain.