Is love really the light of the heart?
Getting rid of the heavy thing.
Wanting all my troubles to go away.
The terror of life and better things.
Wanting to be free.
Free as can be from this pain.
Walking the streets without jealousy.
What is this life selling me now?
Pennies for my thoughts?
Dimes for my stress?
Quarters for my heartbreak?
I guess the emotions coursing through my brain
Want to take all my loose change.
Incense to relax this pain in my chest.
Generations, and we continue to fall.
Listening to my heart.
Cast away the things I once heard.
Hear my soul instead of my words.
My mind in another zone.
If possible, a total diversion.
Anything to get from one day to the next.
Love, another fear.
Falling flat on my face like all the times before.
Nothing to hide.
But I need to run away this time.
These thoughts put tears in my eyes.
Options I thought I had.
And now I choose.
Lonely heart tears me apart.
Earplugs needed to tune it out.
Honest words turn into fables.
Everything now is made up of labels.
So tell me why nothing is right?
My emotions in constant fight?
The terror of life
Emotionally speaking.
Trying to make it and better things.
Go back in time.
Let go of mine.
This pain of mine.
Piercing through my soul.
Wondering if I get back to
In the cool of the night.
Spellbound by the sight.
Remembering you and me i love so greatly.
So much I really miss.
Longing for your kiss.
Have no choice now to let it all go.
So deep in my soul with care.
As I fix my crying eyes to stare.
My emotions are loosing control.
Nothing to embrace my soul.
We stole each others hearts.
But end up giving it right back.
Grasp the concept
I think not.
Even when you are miles away.
I can still feel you in my bed.
Now I have to find a way to make it without you.
Have you ever slept with a broken heart?
Try sleeping in my bed.
Just got to let go.
Lonely
Trying to hold on a broken dream and my sanity.
I am here so un-afraid.
Not even worried what others might say.
Even with the mistakes I made.
Not concerned with yesterday.
So in a way.
I can just enjoy today.
If you get a second.
Pray for these females in the world.
They are so lonely.
But now it is in reverse.
Like psychology.
All the tough talk.
I will let it go.
Do not lose your love
Because of a woman's ego.
I do not treat men like objects.
But feels like I am some prize to be won.
I would be lying if I said I did not cry.
But I am woman who admits it.
Maybe there is nothing wrong with those I pick.
Maybe there is something wrong with me.
Or maybe it is something that my mother never taught me
About the opposite sex
Something I can not see.
Maybe I am a little crazy.
You are clueless about how I feel sometimes.
So I want more, maybe.
A woman's ego just wants to be payed attention to.
Emotionally.
Sadly, embarrassed.
A threat of generosity.
Stood by your side.
Without no ounce of doubt.
My ego never got the best of me.
Yours surely did.
That is foolish.
Who am I fooling?
What, am I stupid?
Now I should let that ego take over.
Fill up your lungs
And run with it.
How do I find it?
Follow it.
Dare, achieve it.
In private.
I wish you could see me.
Yearning for the affection.
I wish was given to me.
No one needs to see me cryings.
I put on my favorite song.
Daydreaming of dreams undreamt.
Following this fragile heart.
Continue to go on.
Chasing the sun.
Even wen I am standing on edge.
Success and morality.
Life is nothing to be wasted.
Always be chasing the sun.
