Some Kind-Of Emotion of Control

I can keep a smile on my face
But I know I can't hold it
Longer than this.
Happiness is so hard to find.
Better yet
Hard to keep.
I never had to hit rock bottom.
But to me
Being alone is about the sam thing.
In my head
I laugh uncontrollably.
But control is my silence.

In Love - Your Lady

It is funny how time change things.
Life is not a play thing.
You was always the one I can talk to.
Then that one night we took things further.
Did not think things could have occurred.
No regrets
My conscious never gets to me.
It became more sense to em.
Before, my pain was laughing at me.
I wasn't even looking to fall in love.
Didn't realize it until it had me down.
See, I love you.
I became you lady.
Everything started to change.
So happy I became you lady.
And my life will never be the same.
My weakness has always been your charm.
Happy that i found you.
And nothing in world
Can change the way I feel about you.
In love
So don't you ever go away.

Wrong To Be Human

All I want to do is to see people happy.
But everything I dream of I fail at.
One person who tried to mend it all
Is the only person I can rely on.
Everything is so hard to explain.
Saying they care or so they claim.
No one else even listens
Or simply pays attention
My mind drifts to find placement in life.
Somehow holding on tight
I try to stay positive
And hold my balance.
All while keeping a smile across my face.
Everything I try to accomplish seism to fall 10 feet under
Or so I wonder.
I am like a nightingale waiting to break free.
To spread my wings so I can flee.
Positive and negative spaces
So coherent, blending together to create life interlacing.
Put a bullet through my brain
The part where I supposed  to hold intelligence.
In my mind that is where it all make sense.
Some sort of sense.
Trying to make sees of all this.
Dreams I once had, a distant memory
Trying to perform CPR every time and continuously failing.
When the sun rises it is watches over me.
I would leave the house at sunrise
Knowing I don't want to even come back.
My steps I backtrack.
And life leaves me behind.
I return after the sun sets.
Returning like nothing has happened.
I guess it is wrong to be human after all.

Love We Can't Lose.

He has that smile
That shines in front of you.
He is on my mind
Like all the time.
When we touch I go weak
And I can hardly speak
We have been together for so long
But I still always thinking of him.


I am stubborn sometimes
Because I don't want someone taking care of me all the time.
Even when I feel along
He brings me back along the way.
Day after day
We have things to argue about
Somehow we find our way back to each other.


I don't want to be with no one else.
He takes a great look at himself.
He brings out the best in me.
He doesn't think any less of me.
I don't think less of him.
Even when we do the wrong things.
He loves me for me and I can't explain.
Because the love life is something we won't lose.
He is my love that I can not lose. 

Dedication To The Women And Men

This first verse is dedicated to the women
The ones who continue thriven.
Truly genuine
A full fledge gem.
We are only human after all
Yet, independant
We go through several and many different predicaments
But rise above the influence
We don't sell our souls
And we learn
Or say we are real while wearing
Weave like europeans
And fake nails done by Koreans
We are more concerned about the men in our lives
Rather than shoes and shopping
No men hopping
Just reasonable and loyal
And not your typical women.

The second verse is dedicated to the men
Who is concerned about the women in their life
Rather than their rims and their Tims.
Real men who pass of the club with their men
Doing something productive and taking care of their children.
Who don't go around fooling.
They can go to the court once and a while
But they will always come home, no lies.
These are the men who stopped being little boys
Stopped acting like everything are toys
These are the few men women look for now a days.
Hard to find.
Difficult to keep.
So to speak.

Love Only You

There are no words to describe
How I feel inside
As you make love to I
I can't go a day
Without you in life
I wake up everyday
Thanking God for this gift that he gave
I can not express my true happiness
There's no better way to say it than this.

I love only you
And you are so special to me too.
Because there is no man like you in this world
And you was made especially for me
You descended from the skies
And sometimes I ask my why

You can have any woman you want
But you gave me your heart
You respect the spirit in me
And think with your heart.
I can't go a day without you in my life
Because I love only you!