Neverending Love

A nerverending dream
I wish there was s sign
All I want to do is hide
But all i want to do is be with you.

I am watching all the roses die
My feelings is all I hide
Even though you tore me apart.
My love I have is still in my heart.

Adjusting what I know
I have been on my constant.
I am wanting for the night
But I am catching my doubts

Now, I turn off my eyes
Erasing all the lies
sitting on an imaginary hill
Wishing that love can be real.

I am drifting away
My feelings is all I hide
Even though you tore me apart
My love I have for you is still in my heart.

If Only...

If Only...
There was a world where
I wouldn't have to worry.
About being myself
Where all my scares from the past
Will fade away.
A place where
People wouldn't have to take pills.
To hide their true selfs.
Where no one has to be done.
A place where we wouldn't
Have to worry about the stupid laws.
That chain us down.
A place where people
Wouldn't have to worry about fitting in.
A place where the world
Isn't revolved around a Barbie type girl.
A place where everyone isn't a clone.
But that is reality.
Because that place doen'y exist.
That place only happens in dreams.

Aftermath Of A Brokenheart

I close my eyes.
I see him there.
I open my eyes.
He is still in my head.
Separated and apart.
The pain comes from the heart.

Our song comes on.
I start to cry.
My love is still here.
But my heart is gone.

I look in the mirror
I see darkness.
Can not stop my tears
Of the love you once had.

I tried so hard.
To be the perfect girlfriend.
Yet it wasn't enough.
Because you just broke my heart.

No matter how I feel anymore.
It makes no difference.
No matter how torn.
I will keep my promise to you.

I made that promise.
Thinking we will be together forever.
No matter how egotistical you are.
My love for you is true to its form.

The way I love you
Is clearly different from the way you love me.
I stayed true.
But what did you do for me?

Do what you want.
I can not do a thing.
I will still love you.
Like we were going to be together for life!

Brokenheart Shattered In Two

I do not want to feel a thing
Why am I still missing him
He shoved my heart down my throat
Something that deeply hurts
I gave him my body
Tranfered it to his soul
I thought he wanted me forever
No I know that was not true
He made me believe
That there is no one else for me and him
I can not be held responsible
For what I might do
I can not hold on
Because he was the one who did me wrong.
My tortured soul
Battered and abused
Love does not exsist anymore
Neither does me.
Because you broke my heart
And shattered it in two.

Constant Pain

It is hard
To make the best
Of my own pain.
When I know
It is hard to get out of
I'm falling from above
No one is there to even catch me.
it is hard to imagine happiness
Something more or less
That never seemed to exist.
I can not help it
It is like the weight of the world
Is crushing me.
Making it harder to see.
...and I can not breathe
I know as I cry
Feeling like I could die
I can not make the best
Of my constant pain.