Lies

You said you love me and I believed you.
I thought everything was going well but
you decided for us not to even be together anymore.
Just because you want kids so badly.
Kids in the future.
Even after you broke up with me.
You said you loved me.
Now I see it was all lies.
You say you've been hurt before.
Then you should know how I feel.
But you see, my heart will never heal.
It was already in pieces when you picked them up from the begining.
You'll never know what it is like to not be wanted by anyone, even now.
Girls think of you as "cute" and "sexy"
What do people think of me?
Nothing.
I am just another one of those ugly and nerdy girls.
You'll never know know how it is to cry everynight.
I lie in my bed wondering if anyone will just love me for who I am
...and not for what people want me to be or try to change me.
I know now you were just a lie like everyone else.
I was meant to be alone.
I forgot, you found someone better.
So you are not alone.
Honestly, you just didn't love me enough if you can find someone so quickly.
All of the times you were saying "I love you"
It was just all lies.
I should just forever let my heart hide.
Hide all the feelings in darkness.
You see, you just don't know how much I loved you.
But I guess you won't because you found someone better.
My heart is not broken, not shattered but dead.
All these thoughts racing through my head.
I'll never find anyone for me.
As you can see.
This is how you left me.
Remembering that everything was all lies.
You left my heart to die.
Leaving my heart all alone full of lies.

Meant To Be

I think to myself
Why I can never be with anyone.
Now I know.
I was meant to be alone.
Not to have anyone.
No one to share dreams
No one to share memories with.
Honestly, I don't need anymore.
I am better off alone.
No one would understand
I walk through this world
Feeling like I am the only one left.
No one to sweep me off my feet.
No one to unlock my heart.
Connections, so I though.
Never again
Will I be so open.
Open this heart to other men.
I know how it supposed to be.
This is something so clear to.
I was meant to be alone.
Alone in this big empty space.

Broken Music Box

I sit here all alone.
Distorted sounds
Want to run away from home.
Nothing is ever what it seems
But no one seems to even see
Heart broken into thousands of pieces.
Yet, no one would even miss it.
I am lying here with nothing to do
Waking up to another broken music box

Follow a dream that'll never come true.
Wondering if I'll even fall in love again.
Nothing yet to develop memories.
So I'll just sit here
Listening to this broken music box.

I will forever, never fit in.
Unsloved hopes
Undiscovered dreams
Yet, I'll never find.
I'll be just me.
I have a voice
That'll never be heard.
Waiting.....
For a dream to come true
I can't even be recognized.
Realized
That all I be doing
Is laying here
Listening to this broken music box
Playing in my lonely ears.

Fallen

My heart has fallen to pieces yet again.
My seems to be only a mindless game.
There is truth to the words we spoke.
Too late to fis a heart that has been broken.
So perfect, yet so different.
One flaw seemed to tear us in two.
You wanting offspring. I didn't
Why couldn't you of told me this from the begining
It would of hurt so much.
I don't know.
It used to feel like heavan
Nothing feels the same now.
I'm all alone
Fallen and shattered to pieces.
Seems like everyone has a love just for them.
I'll just be alone once again
Fallen to pieces.

Alone In A Big Empty Space

No one really cares
When I talk
What I feel and what I say

I am trying to find a stand
I'm alone in the big empty space.
I sit in my room
That is the only thing I can do.

Someone, take the time to care.
I want to be free.
I feel alone in this big empty space.

Maybe I'm just invisible to the world
Is there anyone in the world even think of me
I fell as though I'm no more than just a hopeless cause

I'm holding on to dreams that will never come true.
My life is on hold too.
I feel as though I am not here
Only the music that comes by ear
Everyone around me is having fun
I am just sitting here alone.

I want to cry
But I am crying inside.
No one to comfort me
Or catch my feelings as I fall.

A prisoner in my own home
No that will listen.
I wan't to be free
I want to live my dreams
I just don'e wan't to be alone inthis big empty space.