What I Love About You

I love the way you look at me,
Your eyes so bright and brown,
I love the way you kiss me,
Your lips so light and smooth.

I love the way you make me laugh,
And the ways you show me you care,
I love the way you say, "I Love You"
And the way you're always there.

I love the way you call me "beautiful"
Because no one has ever called me that but you
I love the way you call me everyday to show how wonderful you are.
Because you make me feel brand new.

I love the way you touch me,
Always sending chills down my spine,
I love that you are with me,
And glad forever you are mine.

Lost In Reality

I am soon to graduate but yet I am in a bit of distraught.
Too much critizism. So many thoughts.
I am tangled in a bunch of lies.
Subsequently, all followed by the ties that bind.
Nothing can prepare me for what I have experienced.
I feel nothing more than extinct.
All the teasing, all the hurt.
No one knows how much I feel like dirt.
I don't exist, I am not there.
You don't see the pain that I bare.
I can't do this, I can't do that.
What can I do if I am where I am at?
Signs of tears, signs of sorrow.
I wish for it all to end tomorrow.
No one sees how much I hurt.
I walk alone, I do it alone.
They critizie on my life, my hopes, and my dreams.
What can I do if I am not worth having a dream to life for.
Tangled in my own thoughts
Tangled in my own mind.
Everything I do, I feel like I could loose my mind.
I try to hard to hide it
Try to hard to confide it.
It is perfectly clear to me.
I am not worth the name
I am worth the time.
That is all I see.
I am nothing.
They took away my pride.
They point
They look
They tease
I can't take it.
Let it all stop
Let it all end.
My tears flow from my eyes.
Quite skies
I look up
See nothing but lies.
I explain in detail.
Too much crizism
Too much pain
All I want is for it to all go away.
I sill live in this world.
I am not noticed.
But they are all in my life.
I just want to be noticed for my talent.
All alone
No turst
Leave it they way it must.
Deep Heart
Nothing to loose.
I just want to be free to live my life.
Be able to life like living art.
This stays hidden.
All in all, I am just a girl lost in her own reality.

Mother, Why?

Mother, we don’t have any memories. No good times, no fun times, no memorable times. Mother why did you become this way?

Mother, I don’t know you. You blamed everything on my father. Mother, stop! Why did you keep me away from them, my sisters? Mother, I used to cry when I didn’t know you. My soul was full of blisters when I was younger.

Mother, why are you doing this to us? You take drugs, why do you do so? That is just so low. Mother, listen to me for once. Don’t keep me away from them, my sisters. What did I do to deserve this? I am just caught up in the middle.

Mother, I loved you when I didn’t know you. Now that I realize, I just hate you. It’s all your fault. Blaming my father for your mistakes and keeping me from my sisters. It’s all your fault. You didn’t care. You still don’t care.

You hang around with your many guys and your many so-called case workers, getting free money knowing that you still owe the life of us, the life of my sisters. Because of you, I can’t trust barely anyone around me. I am lucky to have such good friends. You are out of my life for now and I just want you to stay out of my life forever. I don’t need you.

THIS IS ALL TRUE AND JUST A BRIEF CHAPTER OF MY LIFE.

In My Own Words

I write this today
You write tomorrow
It doesn’t matter if it is coming from sorrow.
The time we take
To learn form our mistakes.
Where am I at?
I’m not like that
This is...
It is not tempting.
Under these circumstances
I am on my own.
These thoughts are mine
I am being too kind
Intertwining the present and future
I am all so use too.
I write this
In my own words
The thoughts
From what I am taught
The creation of ones imagination
My love
It’s no ones priority
I have others things on my mind
But it is left behind
Dodge the bullet
Keep it straight
Leave me there
As I’m second rate.
This is written on my heart
But kept on my soul
It doesn’t matter anymore
I’m all alone.
Leave me here
Anonymously
Let it all go away
Like a bird grieving in pain.
All I have left is my own words.

A Woman's Heart is a Deep Ocean of Secrets

At this point of time in my life
I just wish that I could have everything go right
I have about a thousands thoughts passing through my mind at the same time
What can I do? What should I do?
Everytime something happens I always blame myself and even put me down.
I cant never think to quit, because there's no way that I will be considered another one of those statistics.
School isn't really how I would like it to be.
When I go to school it seems like the whole school is laughing at me like I am not even worth the pressence of their time. They all tease me because I am different, take advantage of me because I am too nice for their own good, and just call me what they may call a geek. I thought I be used to all this useless name calling but it just gets to me and makes me even more stressed than before because I am not like them.
No one will keep me from my work in school. I got to work my hardest.

Sometimes I wish my life wasn't so complicated. I live with only my blind dad. I have a mother who is always on my dad trying to see me after she left when I was about 3 years old and not knowing my 2 sisters.
My dad has such high hopes, that if I came home with less then intended
that I may not be accepted.

There is this one person that always calms me down and keeps me from thinking about all the problems in my life. It is the one I love who keeps the pressure off of me.
I really dont need this extra pressure as of right
now, I just feel like im stuck in the middle of the ocean
and my life will be over before expected if I just quit and slowly start to drown
I know that too whom much is given, much is required
and please dont think that because I stress that it wil get the best of me because,
I wont stop until my clock expires.

Determination, dedication, modivation is the way I will make it through this very vigourous situations, and to those of you who may be going through some things too, just remember life is what you make it, and sometimes in life we experience some very intense situations
But as long as you hold on
you will be able to finish your song

My life isnt nothing like the books and magazines
See, I live like a girl just sheltered in his dreams
I know my intentions are high
Thats why at night I just look in the sky
My time is going come, best believe
All you got to do is just pray for me
LORD, have mercy on ME.

The Beauty Of A Sigh

When life has become a flurry of obligations and appointments with little or no focus on our quintessential needs we go through each day as if it were an obstacle course. Our only goal is to make it to the finish line in record time. We push ourselves to the point of panting and dehydration till we buckle over and grab our sides in a vain attempt to catch our breaths.

Yet still, with all the technology and modern equipment that has been designed to make our lives easier, how is it that we inevitably crash into our pillows each night wondering where the day went? I cant help but wonder if breathing and controlling our heartbeat were up to us, would we even stop & take the time to do it?

The Simple Things

Listen to your heart.
Find the cause.
Things don't seem so far apart.

Find our flaws
We can make it if we hold on.
You and Me
Living the life we lead.

That is how it should be.
It is just the simple things.

Living life.
Sharing mornings.
All your friends from around the way.
It is so hard not to stay.

You know where you belong.
Be glad.
Listen to your favorite song.
There is no place like home.

That has to be nice.
That is just the simple things in life.

It feels so good.
To be in such pure simplicity
Hanging at the corner.
Doing what you want.

Interestingly personalities.
Special memories, so blunt.

Sitting in the shade.
On hot summer days.
Finding yourself.
A day to relax.
We can make it.
The sensation of climax

That is just the simple things.
The simple things life is made of
The simple things that I wish to posses.